Hi!

I HAVE REVIVED!!!!!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~~~~~~~~!!!!!!
AHEM! well as some may know school is ON BREAK *dumb happy look* and I've accumulated quite a few junk drawings. So I plan on uploading a lot of crap over the holiday and working on my PS skills more. so please look forward to some uploads!


May Fan

XP...



I feel dead D: no one needs to read this I think this is called a rant?
getting on with it, I've been feeling like life is crashing down D: is this what normal people call reality? stress? a day with out pocky?
sigh..I can't do my school work well even if i wanted to, i lack to much skill and concentration. I need to focus but nothing is coming sigh... a side form that I feel like something have been drained from me D: life? skill? pocky? I don't know but I know I'm lacking something and I will not be a happy camper with out it x______x drawing has and will always been exciting and my life line (in many ways) but lately I've been feeling to dead to draw and my life is slowly dying off with me....gah-----what is this depression? anxiety? pocky? (don't ask about the pocky -__-)

No mater how much I practice I feel there is just not enough time, no mater how much time i spent on a piece of school work I find there's still not enough I'm always running out even though there is so much. Where is my time coming from and going to. Where am I putting it, why does it run out so fast, sigh.......


Don't mind me I'm trying what someone suggested and letting it out online. ( I feel bad and embarrassed doing this though (-//A//-) please pay no mind PLEASE.)
May Fan

*dead*

T-That was hell after a month of vacation and a month of procrastination i come back to find over 9,000 deviation i have to go though D: OMG PPL! YOUR ALL TRYING TO KILL ME! IT WAS ALL AWESOME STUFF BUT MAN! I HAD TO PULL AN ALNIGHTER++++++ D: D: thought i saw lots of beautiful stuff
*quite satisfied*
~(- A - ~)
anyways I'm back and i hope to get uploading soon! >:3 btw i just entered sheridan college (commuting is killing me!!!!!) and I've been scared as hell in that school it's not like how i imagined at all but still every day is filled with stuff to do and see. Though since upon entering I've been feeling more and more lost about my future though I know i want to be a manga artist that can only be part time and not full I thought about entering Animation but the more i stay at that school i less i feel like doing it D: D: WHAT TO DO!!!!! sigh w/e

back on the DA news be sure to get ready for new stuff HOPEFULLY sometime this month <,< ahahah~~ *gets killed* x_______X


well till next time

Ja ne!

~May Fan

MuHAHAHAHAHAhahahahah I'm running away from my duties and leaving my art life here in canada while i escape to Shanghai for a vacation and SPENDING SPREEE!!!! Be aware when I get back I will be drawing like mad!! and I'll upload like mad!!!! Till then I'M ON PAUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ja ne~


unless I find some internet over there

I hope you all have an awesome summer!!!
May

<,< I jsut noticed I had this huge jounal entry about my awsome week still up. It's emberassing to keep that up so I'm just ganan make a short entry about how I hope I'll beable to uplaod my new works today if i finish my homework soon D: D: let's hope~ there B&W though I was ganna color them but that means delaying to update any preferences? upload B&W for now and upload color later or upload color later????

Thanks for reading~
May Fan